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Hyun-Gyum Shin stands in front of the Gracepoint\u2019s stage after church service. They set up and tear down the stage on Sundays at the UCLA Palisades Room. (Photo credit: Megan Manata)<\/p><\/div>\n
Shin lived there for one year before moving back to Seoul, South Korea, where he was born. Four years later, he returned to America, this time with his parents, who relocated the family to Los Angeles, which is where his grandparents had moved for retirement.<\/p>\n
In Los Angeles, Shin\u2019s family joined the United States\u2019 largest Korean-American community. There are more than 330,000 people who identify as a Korean living in the metropolitan area of LA\u00a0\u2014 more than anywhere else in the nation.<\/p>\n
While many people decide to emigrate and make a country like America their new home, for many others, the choice is made for them at a young age.<\/p>\n
Shin is also one of more than 800,000 young people living the U.S. without authorization who received temporary protection from deportation under the program known as DACA (Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals). Many of the so-called \u201cDREAMers\u201d who qualified for DACA have been worried about \u201ccoming out\u201d after the Trump organization announced plans to scrap the program.<\/p>\n
But for Shin, reckoning with his identity as a Korean-American began long before DACA\u2019s future was uncertain.<\/p>\n
As a child, Shin zig-zagged between America and his birthplace a few times, first in 1997 to Leesville, Louisiana, where he and his older brother moved in with their maternal grandparents.<\/p>\n
His grandparents came to the U.S to lead a Korean Presbyterian Church, which served the town\u2019s small Korean community. Shin and his brother were both sent over by their parents to live with them.<\/p>\n
Once he arrived and started school, he felt as though him and his brother were the only Asian children in the school system.<\/p>\n
\u201cI thought it was so fascinating because I grew up surrounded by black hair and then all of a sudden there’s all this blond hair,\u201d Shin said.<\/p>\n
He found himself during that year having a difficult time connecting to his young classmates.<\/p>\n
\u201cI guess I was bullied a little bit,\u201d Shin said. \u201cSo then my grandparents took me to Walmart and bought me a cool G,I. Joe tank and then I was the coolest kid in class.\u201d<\/p>\n
Immersed in English at such a young age caused him to mix up both English and Korean. He spoke what he called \u201cKonglish.\u201d<\/p>\n
He\u2019d combine phrases like \u201cgive me\u201d with their Korean counterpart \u2014 \u201cjwo<\/em>.\u201d Instead of saying one or the other, Shin would walk around asking people to \u201cgimme-jwo<\/em>\u201d, \u2014 which means \u201cgive me-give me\u201d in two languages.<\/p>\n \u201cI didn\u2019t know which was English and which was Korean,\u201d Shin said.<\/p>\n But after about a year of acclimating to their new home, Shin and his brother moved back to South Korea while he father started a business in Pocheon, a small rural city roughly 26 miles north of Seoul.<\/p>\n Then in 2001, the entire family decided to move together to Los Angeles.<\/p>\n During his first year in his new elementary school, Shin had a difficult time making friends. His teacher paired him up with a Korean-American boy named Edward. The teacher believed that Edward would translate for Shin, but Edward did not speak any Korean, leaving Shin feeling betrayed and alone.<\/p>\n Through his struggles, Shin\u2019s parents threw him his first American-style birthday party. His mother tried to make his party as American-friendly as possible.<\/p>\n \u201cShe knows I like American food\u2026 so she ordered a bunch of pizza from Pizza Hut,\u201d Shin said.<\/p>\n Slowly he felt himself integrating into American culture. He ran for treasurer in fifth grade and won.<\/p>\n \u201cIt was really empowering,\u201d Shin said.<\/p>\n Relationships with his peers improved; even Edward became a close friend.<\/p>\n As he got older, he became an \u00a0\u201colder brother\u201d to other newly immigrated Korean kids, often translating schoolyard games for them.<\/p>\n His parents saw his interest in leadership and sent him to a Korean-American leadership conference as a young child where the speaker spoke about the duality of being Korean-American.<\/p>\n \u201cHe emphasized to us the importance of grasping our hyphenated identity,\u201d Shin said. \u201cYou are truly Korean, but you are also truly American, but then that puts you in this hybrid position where you are never fully Korean or fully American, but that\u2019s fine.\u201d<\/p>\n Shin said he took a few years to understand what this hyphenated duality meant, but once he did, he found personal truth to it.<\/p>\n \u201cI think that the beauty of America is that you\u2019re able to maintain your own cultural identity, but somehow it gets blended with the American culture.\u201d<\/p><\/blockquote>\n His family moved to Los Angeles through an invitation from his maternal grandparents to join them.<\/p>\n At their suggestion, Shin\u2019s parents hired an immigration attorney \u2014 and paid them a substantial sum. But the attorney never completed their paperwork.<\/p>\n By the time his parents had discovered the fraud, Shin said the attorney left town with his parents\u2019 money — and their paperwork had expired.<\/p>\n Still, the subject of his immigration status wasn\u2019t discussed in his household; Shin describes the subject as taboo. He \u00a0found out he wasn\u2019t a U.S. citizen when his older brother applied for college financial aid. He says neither his brother or him knew they weren\u2019t American citizens.<\/p>\n Shin believed that if he just told admission officers his story, colleges would admit him. In the end schools like William and Mary and Hamilton College either couldn\u2019t accept him because of his immigration status or couldn\u2019t provide him financial aid because of his status.<\/p>\n UCLA ultimately accepted him. After graduating, Shin started working at a financial analyst at PricewaterhouseCoopers, the global auditing and consulting firm. But soon after he started, the Trump administration announced plans to end DACA, causing panic among recipients.<\/p>\n Shin\u2019s coworker at PwC tried to make plans to move him to another office in case he was deported.<\/p>\n \u201cWhatever country you want to you end up deciding to go, we have we probably have an office there,\u201d Shin said about his conversation with his coworker.<\/p>\n But when she pressed him for a decision, Shin told her, \u201cAmerica! I grew up here! Like, what do you what do you mean?\u201d Shin said.<\/p>\n He came to realize that America is his true home.<\/p>\n \u201cIt was hard for me to just abandon that identity simply because I didn’t have paperwork,\u201d Shin said.<\/p>\n Because of his immigration status, he has not been able to leave the country due to a lack of a passport.<\/p>\n His paternal grandmother passed away in Korea, and he could not attend her funeral.<\/p>\n Humbled by everything that had happened in his life, he has found himself turning more toward \u00a0Christianity.<\/p>\n He joined Gracepoint, a college ministry focused on creating a local tight knit community.<\/p>\n Shin said the closeness of his church community in Los Angeles mimics the same closeness of his childhood neighborhood in Seoul. He notes how both in his childhood home and his Christian community there is a sense that neighbors will be there for one another.<\/p>\n \u201cSo for me,\u201d Shin said, \u201cmy identity, my strongest identity is not in Korean American or I work at PwC, or I’m at UCLA grad, is my identity as a Christian, and that means that I you know, try to do my best to love other people as well as I love God.\u201d<\/p>\n [\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][\/et_pb_section]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Hyun-Gyum Shin often got in trouble in elementary school. \u201cI kept pulling people\u2019s hair because they\u2019re all blond and I was the only kid with black hair,\u201d Shin said. It was 1997, and he was in a small Louisiana town roughly 240 miles away from New Orleans. 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